I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold on my heart
You want to get inside, then you can get in line
But not this time

'Cause you caught me off guard, now I'm running and screaming

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.


I <3 John Mayer.

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It's been a good weekend. Went out with Shawn, Xinhui and Amanda friday night. We stumbled upon a book sale! Happiness! I was talking to Amanda on the phone and I told her, "Eh hurry up!! Books are flying off the shelves!!" and she went, "Whoa, really ah???" . I bluff her only, books were only sitting on the shelves.

After the uber long and uber exciting book shopping spree, we went to eat at BK! Oh my... I regret not finishing my burger, I'm so hungry naow. AWESOME TIMES :D :D  Laughed a lot. I love my hilarious friends <3 heh heh!

Oh! I experienced my very first Deja Vu moment with Xinhui and Shawn! Weird feeling! I think I may have hidden powers that allow me to forsee conversations before they actually happen! Whee wheeeet.

Today went for L4D2 session with Shawn and Bernard! Finished 3 campaigns :) And I lost v. badly to Shawn in our "No. of Kills" challenge. AW MAN! I will learn how to use a sniper properly if it's the last thing I ever do!! Hah, still fun :D Zombie killin' always gives me happy feelings. I'm obsessed.

Parted ways after lunch. Went shopping alone cos I couldn't find anyone to go with me. Stupid Suanny, I can't believe you have some food-related accident again. Alamak. Ok, I digress. Shopping alone was okay, mostly because I've done it many times before. Happy with my buys. ZZ, I think I'm turning into a shopaholic. Everytime I shop I feel like I'm in a different world. Ok, weird. WAHA.

Should really sleep now. What a nice weekend. A little relutant to go to work on Monday :/

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I feel very blessed :)

You know you know how it is with me baby
You know, I just can't stand myself
And it takes a whole lot of medicine
For me to pretend that I'm somebody else

HAPPY BEEDAY XINHUI!!! LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!!!!

WELCOME TO YOUR FINAL YEAR OF TEENHOOD!!!

:)

Have you ever unintentionally pissed someone off? Most of us would answer this with a Yes. But have you ever unintentionally offended somebody and not cared at all when you found out that they're angry?

It's hilarious how some people get angry over the littlest things, really. It's entertaining to watch how some people try to plot revenge or plan bitchy schemes just to try to get back at you. It makes me laugh a little a bit because of how pathetic it all is.


Kids. *shrugs*

Happy weekend!

Met up with the usuals for some early morn zombie killing. 9 AM IS NO JOKE OK!!! HAHAHAHA. I always have an awesome time L4D-ing with the clique. Amanda Poh, where are you??? Quit working...!! :(

After that was Sarpino's! Kicked Bernard's ass at our spontaneous Pizza Eating Competition. Does that mean I'm not lady-like? Wahaha. Sarpino's was followed by pool. Something Mega Embarassing happened which only XH and Andre know about. So malu, my face just started to boil when I found out =/ Quite funny how Andre tried to pass IT off as "biscuits" though... hahahhaha.

Had mini-shopping after that. *slaps self* UGGGGHH NO MORE SHOPPING FOR ME I SWEAR. Accessories again. My accessories cabinet looks like a war zone already. Bugis Street was crazy. My feet suffered because they were stepped on by multiple people and run over by a baby stroller. But it was not for nothing, because I found an awesome bag. FINALLY! I shall use it forever and ever! Muahahaha!

Went to Iluma to because we wanted to ride the 4-storey long escalator thinking that it will be a "thrill ride". Turns out it was really slow-moving and the metal boundaries prevented us from seeing how high up we really were. So much for thrilling. OOPS, suddenly remembered Mega Embarassing Event  #2 that occured in the escalator. Wahahahaha.

AHH feel like buying L4D2. I should buy it. I HAVE to have it. And Assassin's Creed 2. Plus, Silent Hill is on Wii??? And Call of Duty??? WHAT WHAT WHAT  SINCE WHEN??? I hope I don't end up spending all my moneh on games..


Went for dinner with the secondary school mates for dinner. It was nice seeing them again after so long. Thanks Feli, Azyan, Saficat and Adeline for present :) HEE HEE. We had a loser moment at Seoul Garden. But was able to smoothe it over because of our cool demanour. HAHAHA BULLSHIT.


Ok end post! BYEBYE :D

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So yeah, I think my reflection post for 2009 is way overdue.

2009 was one hell of a year and I think the good parts were way more than the bad ones. But maybe its only because I'm looking way too much on the bright side.

Bad

1) A Levels

Needless to say, the A levels tops as the ultimate calamity that occured in my life in 2009. A levels seriously whooped my ass and I'd like nothing more than to forget the painful ass-kicking I got.  The hair-pulling frustration, the constant feeling of insecurity and the shame from failure - I guess that pretty much summarizes the academic aspect of JC.

2) Clique problem

HAHAHAHA... I know I shouldn't be laughing but this seems like a million light years ago. I'm so glad everything got sorted out. I don't even want to elaborate further because it's exhausting just thinking about it.


Good

1)08s05 and gatherings

The one thing that stopped Junior College from resembling Satan's torture chamber was my class. I feel extremely thankful and blessed that I had 08s05 to help me get through the major suckage that is JC. I've enjoyed our numerous class gatherings and camwhore sessions immensely :D So many 08s05-related memories that make me wanna LOL,ROFL and LMAO. Prom and Grad night were particularly memorable.

2) Clique and clique outings

Ah, where to start? (: I'll definitely miss our super idiotic days in school. Especially our lunch breaks at the "usual" table and "scenery" table... had many funny + nonsensical conversations there. Night Study, Pre- A level mugging and BBall sessions in schools seem so long ago and I think I'll miss those times, strangely. And not forgetting our numerous outings. To be honest, I've always been apprehensive of using the term "best friend" because it has alot of meaning to me. But I'm glad I have that in Amanda and Xinhui :)

3)Filtering out self-absorbed assholes from my life

Let's face it, the world is full of them. I know I run the risk of sounding like an asshole myself but honestly, I couldn't care less. In 2009, I've managed to scrape away the people who treat me like I'm nothing, make me feel like I'm nothing and tell people that I'm nothing. I'm glad I've gotten wise enough to walk away.

4)Gotten drunk

Hahahaha! One of the major things that I've discovered in 2009. I still remember the days when I was drinking Breezers =) HEEHEE. Even though I can't say that getting drunk IS a good thing, it's definitely one hell of an experience. In 2010, I think I won't have a choice but to stay FAR FAR away from alcohol, or at least not get wasted. Turning into a vommity mess ONCE is more than enough.



2009 has been a good year. But only because I choose to highlight the good stuff. All the horrible things that have happened, I guess I'll just have to brush them off my shoulder :) Have to psych myself into letting go, one way or another. It won't be easy, but its probably for the best.

HELLO 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

I had the most awesome night ever :)

Prom was retarded, most of prom night was spent on the Prom King and Queen nominees which kinda boring to be honest. But the rest of it was pretty fun! Dressing up, taking pictures and the food! The food was GOOD! I especially loved the fish :))

After that we went off to Timbre at the Arts House with the classmates :D I <3 MY TEQUILA!!!!!!!!!!! SO EXPENSIVE, BUT STEEL. Hahahahaha. Anw, thanks Xinhui and Shawn for taking care of me when I was drunk and frantically looking for a toilet. And Mandy, for being my pillow for the night. HAHAHA.Thinking about it now makes me wanna laugh.

Too lazy to put up photos because they are already on facebook anyway!

Lady Gaga, before she was known as Lady Gaga.

FINALLY I AM BLOGGING A REAL POST AFTER A GAZILLION YEARS AHAHA. Just blogging cause I'm waiting for Gossip Girl to stream. HEE. I'll study for Econs after that.

The A levels are almost over. Last paper is on the 23rd Nov while the last is on... 3rd Dec. Bio MCQ which nobody really cares about. haha!

Nothing much to blog about except that I'm finally eighteen! OOPS I mean sixteen! I can finally watch NC16 movies and then two more years and I'll finally be able to buy alcohol without a fake IC! I'M SO YOUNG LAH WTFkkk.

Anw, celebrated Sheryl's birthday today. She'll be two years my senior tmrw. WAHAHAHA. Went to eat Fish and Co. express after that. More oily than my brother's face (whoops). But I won a luggage tag! Not as nice as the highlighter...but still... luggage tag!!!

Ok, I'm bored. BYEBYE.

P.S. It kinda feels like I'm abandoning Eljay for Twitter. I never knew it would come to this.

P.P.S. I'm going to hunt down Mac's 50k.

Whoo hardcore mugging at school with lim xinhui, Shawn ng and Bernard chin today. Don't ask me why I'm using their full names hahahahah I just felt like it.

Rather funny day. Bernard + shawn + miscommunication = WTH HAHA. And xh + no sleep + library = OMGoodness HAHA.

If I sound incoherent, forgive me. Typing this the touch. While lying down haha.

Anw, Since it's alr 1am. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN!!!!! :D

 


SO FUNNY HA HA HA HA !!